Carissa. 16, college-bound sophmore, Scorpio, over-stressed, marine biology
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| Saturday, August 05, 2006 |
Izza: I am, without a single doubt, the winner of the cutest pigtails ever award
Izza: ^_^
cherrypwnz: I bet you are.
cherrypwnz: Here's what I want to say: I have never felt so strongly about one person in my entire life.
cherrypwnz: I have never wanted to be so close to someone like this before.
Izza: ^_^;; That's really nice... But... Mushy stuff makes me kinda uncomfortable. >_>;; I never know how to react to stuff like this
cherrypwnz: I hope this makes sense...
cherrypwnz: Ah.
cherrypwnz: Mushy. Sokay.
cherrypwnz: Eh, forget it...
Izza: Sorry...
cherrypwnz: Eh, it's okay.
cherrypwnz: I think I understand anyway.
Izza: That's good. ^_^;; Most people don't. I can hardly even watch it in movies... When it gets all serious like that...
cherrypwnz: Yeah, I get it.
cherrypwnz: Do you ever feel the same way, though *cringe*
Izza: *shrugs* I'm fifteen. I don't really know what I feel. I... can't exactly say that... I love you more than I've loved people before... I'd... be kind of lying...
cherrypwnz: I probably am an idiot for asking such a stupid question.
Izza: *shakes head*
Izza: No, you aren't.
cherrypwnz: I'd be lying if I said the same, too.
Izza: ...So you lied... "I have never felt so strongly about one person in my entire life."
cherrypwnz: Well, I meant in a romantic way.
Izza: I don't know... We're still so young... We shouldn't have to decide stuff like this right now. Who we love more than other's or if we even -do- love someone more than someone else. We're supposed to be having fun.
cherrypwnz: I guess that's true.
cherrypwnz: Jesus Christ, I feel like such a douchebag now.
Izza: o.o Why?
cherrypwnz: Because I am
Izza: Not that I understand at all... but... okay...
cherrypwnz: Yeah, I'm weird like that.
cherrypwnz: Oh well, we should just forget I said anything at all. It was a bit of a dumbass move to begin with.
cherrypwnz: Do you kinda understand now?
Izza: Not really... But whatever. Doesn't matter.
cherrypwnz: It doesn't?
cherrypwnz: Okay.
Izza: Well, you're the one who wants it not to matter, right? Because you want to just forget it. So, no. It doesn't.
I really don't know what to make of all of this... Because... Well... I'm not sure... But I thought I'd shared it anyway. *sighs* I'm worn out with relationships...
| Girl of Nothing but Grays 8:57 PM |
